Stolen Innocence

Title: Stolen Innocence
Author: Elissa Wall
Published: 2008
Genre: Memoir
Rating: 3 out of 5

I love to read books about women who have overcome oppression and abuse. Last year I read three books of FLDS escapees including 'Escape' by Carolyn Jessop. It is hard to believe even in this time and age, people are brainwashed and abused in the name of religion.

Elissa writes about her polygamist family and childhood. She is ordered to marry her first cousin when she was 14 years old, whom she despises. Not knowing what comes after marriage, she is abused by her husband and gets pregnant, suffers miscarriages. She meets another FLDS member and falls in love with him. After Warren Jeffs was captured, she fights FLDS in court. All along she hopes that she would get out of FLDS, but extremely scared to do so.

It was quite interesting for me to read that her parents were converts to FLDS. I was unable to understand an educated man like him was brainwashed into FLDS! She talks about others in the community who she says knew things were wrong and why did not they take any action?

I am glad she has overcome the abuse and hard times and now leading a good life. But somehow her story left a lot of questions unanswered.

Favorite lines from the book : 

• Evil flourishes when good men do nothing. - EDMUND BURKE

The Survival Kit

Title: The Survival Kit
Author: Donna Freitas
Published: 2011
Genre: Fiction
Rating: 3 out of 5

This book was recommended by Goodreads. My first book by Donna Freitas, which was an easy read (young adult and chick-lit).

The book starts with the death of Rose's mother. On the day of her mother's funeral, Rose finds a 'survival kit' by her mom with Rose's name on it. The bag contains a picture of peonies, a crystal heart, a paper star, an iPod, crayons, and a paper kite. Rose tries to figure out the meaning of all those items left by her mother to continue in her life.

Rose has a great group of friends and one of them Krupa who is closest and does help Rose a lot to overcome the grief of losing her mother. Rose's dad turns alcoholic and self-destructive after the death of his wife. Her grandmother is very supportive and caring but rough around the edge. Rose's brother Jim is in college. Rose also has a neighbor who is a senior in the same high school and is a hockey player and a gardener, who has lost his dad to cancer too.

The high school life, dealing with grief, peer pressure, and trying to move forward for Rose was pretty difficult. As she tries to find the meaning behind every item in the survival kit, she finds happiness and clues to look forward to more things in life and let go of her sorrow.

The book was definitely a good read for young adults and not as much for a grown-up. Rose's rollercoaster ride to overcome the death of her mother is written very well.

Favorite lines from the book :

• Why is it that when we lose something big, we begin to lose everything else along with it? 
• The girl I am now, this girl--she survived. I just needed a little help getting here.

Unaccustomed Earth

Title: Unaccustomed Earth
Author: Jhumpa Lahiri
Published: 2009

Genre: Fiction
Rating: 4 out of 5

After reading 'The Namesake', I was pretty impressed by Lahiri's writing. So took up 'Unaccustomed Earth', which is a collection of short stories. Loved all the stories, though some could have been less draggy.

Unaccustomed Earth: This story is about a young mother Ruma in a new city. After the death of her mother, her father visits her for the first time. Ruma has never lived her with father alone and has never connected to him. Her father takes care of her son and tends to the garden in the backyard while keeping his friendship with another woman a secret. The father-daughter-grandkid relationship and how Ruma overcomes the unknown fear of living with her father has been written brilliantly.

Hell-Heaven: This is about a housewife and an acquaintance Pranab whom she falls in love with. He marries an American and the Bengali community is upset about him not keeping in touch with any of the old friends, which they blame on his American wife. All the friends are invited to Pranab's house for Thanksgiving after 20 years. The twists and turns after the gathering are interesting.

A Choice of Accommodations: This is about a couple who have planned a romantic getaway when they attend a friend's wedding and it takes a dark turn.

I did not quite understand this story, except for the ups and downs in a marriage that everyone faces. I didn't get what the author was trying to say!

Only Goodness: This is about a woman who tries to give a perfect life to her brother who is an alcoholic while dealing with her parents and their cultural differences.

Nobody's Business: Sangeeta is in love with Farouk and her roommate says that Farouk is cheating on her after a woman calls up home and asks if Sangeeta and Farouk are cousins. The story went on and on without any conclusion.
 
Hema and Kaushik: A three-story linked with two main characters named Hema and Kaushik. The story intensely deals with life, death, love, and fate. It is a very well-written story about two families and how one deals with death and loss. The way this story ended was totally unexpected and left me in disbelief.

Overall, the book was good and I enjoyed reading it. I like the intricacy of relationships, emotions and cultural differences are presented.

Favorite lines from the book :

• Megan laughed at such moments, wiping off their hands and faces, convinced that her children could survive anything. She spent her days with people who were fighting for their lives, and could not be shaken by a scraped elbow or a hundred-degree fever.
• "I'm not planning on getting married any time soon," I told her, and she said that she wished she could say the same for dying.
• Even my memories of my mother had begun to break apart in the three and half years since her death, the thousands of days I had spent with her reduced to a handful of stock scenes. I was lucky, compared to Rupa and Piu, having had my mother for as long as I did.
• I had never traveled alone before and I discovered that I liked it. No one in the world knew where I was, no one had the ability to reach me. It was like being dead, my escape allowing me to taste that tremendous power my mother possessed forever.

Gone Girl

Title: Gone Girl

Author: Gillian Flynn

Published: 2012

Genre: Fiction

Rating: 1 out of 5

I had read very good reviews about this book on Goodreads, NY Times, and other blogs I follow. I am not sure how do I put this book in words!

Amy is the daughter of the author's parents who has written the 'Amazing Amy' book series. Amy is married to Nick Dunne. Both Amy and Nick are writers working in New York City and both of them lose the job. Amy's parents are in bad financial condition and they borrow money from Amy's trust fund. Nick's mother is diagnosed with cancer and his twin sister Go (Margo) asks for his help and Nick decides to move to Missouri with Amy. Amy is a creepy perfectionist. Amy maintains a diary where she records her thoughts and feelings about mid-west life. She is good friends with Nick's mother and her friends. Amy does not have any friends. Nick borrows money from Amy and opens a bar with his twin sister. 

On their 5th anniversary, Amy disappears from home. Nick is the suspect for killing Amy, but her body is nowhere to be found. Amy's blood is in the kitchen, cleaned up, messed up the living room, tea kettle on the stove which is switched on. All the clues point to Nick as a killer. But Amy has planned all this elaborately for about a year and has run off with about ten thousand dollars. Nick gets on TV to plead to Amy to come home. Nick tries to get help from Amy's friends but their involvement does not help either. Amy goes from place to place and clears all her tracks. She watches Nick on TV and not sure if she wants to go back. I won't spoil the plot further (in case you find the book interesting!).

I found Amy very stubborn, creepy perfectionist, mentally twisted, and evil. Nick on the other hand is a normal guy. The book was very slow in the beginning and as I was thinking of dropping the book, it suddenly had a nice twist and got interesting. Then it dragged on and on and on. I was unable to understand the end! I am clueless to figure what exactly was the ending. Now that I have completed the book, I feel I wasted my time with this book. I was very disappointed with this book. And I am not sure if I want to read other books by Gillian Flynn.

Favorite lines from the book:

• There's something disturbing about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold.
• But there's no app for a bourbon buzz on a warm day in a cool, dark bar. The world will always want a drink.
• People say children from broken homes have it hard, but the children of charmed marriages have their own particular challenges.
• Sleep is like a cat: It only comes to you if you ignore it.
• Republicans go to Sam's Club. Democrats go to Costco.
• Love makes you want to be a better man. But maybe love, real love, also gives you permission to just be the man you are.
• There is an unfair responsibility that comes with being an only child - you grow up knowing you aren't allowed to disappoint, you're not even allowed to die. There isn't a replacement toddling around; you are it.

The Fault In Our Stars

Title: The Fault In Our Stars
Author: John Green
Published: 2012
Genre: Fiction
Rating: 4 out of 5

This was my first book by John Green recommended by Goodreads after I read 'Me Before You'. I loved loved loved this book! Lots of Kleenex, tears, and sobs and I wasn't ready it close it. This book is about teenagers who are either going through cancer treatment or are in remission. It is heart-wrenching to read the treatments, pain, and kids dealing with the death of their friends. The characters fit perfectly with the story but somehow sounded very mature for their age and thinking. But I kept thinking maybe it was so because of the hardships they go through. Parents of those kids don't have it easy either (no parent should ever go through that).

Hazel Grace Lancaster is a 16-year-old with stage IV thyroid cancer and has been living with an oxygen tank since she was diagnosed at the age of 12. She is on an experimental drug that keeps her tumors shrunk, but she is called "Terminal" all along. She attends a support group at a church and meets Augustus Waters, who is in remission for nearly a year and a half. Gus (Augustus), is charismatic, attractive, and handsome with one leg missing due to cancer.

Both Gus and Hazel have a good time with each other while they deal with Isaac and his blindness due to cancer. Gus and Hazel read a book 'An Imperial Affliction', which does not have an end. Gus, through 'Make A Wish Foundation', takes Hazel to Amsterdam to meet the author of that book, but the main reason was to spend more time with Hazel. Hazel knows that Gus has a future whereas she doesn't. The relationship she has with her parents is beautifully written too. She is sad about her parents going through pain and the issues with money because of her. She is always sad to see her dad cry. The only time she behaves as a teen is When is interacting with her parents.

Humor, death, cancer, loss of sight, love, losing someone you love and know, thoughts about death, afterlife, and funerals through a teen's perspective are written very well. I have read many reviews about this book and the author and pretty much everyone says that the characters are the same in all his books, but his books have really good ratings. I will probably read more of John Green's books.

Favorite lines from the book:

• Whenever you read a cancer booklet or website or whatever, they always list depression among the side effects of cancer. But, in fact, depression is not a side effect of cancer. Depression is a side effect of dying.
• Don't tell me you are one of those people who becomes their disease.
• What a slut time is. She screws everybody.
• You say you're not special because the world doesn't know you, but that's an insult to me. I know about you.
• Some infinities are bigger than other infinities.
• You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful.
• The only person I wanted to talk about his death was him.
• The pleasure of remembering had been taken from me because there was no longer anyone to remember with.
• Pain is like fabric: The stronger it is, the more it's worth.
• Grief does not change you. It reveals you.
• The marks humans leave are too often scars.
• You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world, old man, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes hers.