Author: Tahereh Mafi
Genre: Fiction, Young Adult
Rating: 4 out of 5
Pages: 310
Date Started: 20 April 2023
Date Finished: 23 April 2023
I accidentally borrowed this book from the library, and I'm grateful I did because I quickly became engrossed in the storyline. Set in 2002, just a year after the 9/11 attacks, the narrative revolves around Shirin, a sixteen-year-old Muslim girl weary of enduring stereotypes and prejudice. She's no stranger to the daily challenges of rude stares, degrading comments, and even physical violence because of her race, religion, and her hijab. To protect herself, she's built emotional walls, preventing anyone from getting too close and causing her harm. Instead, she channels her frustrations into music and break-dancing with her brother. However, everything changes when she encounters Ocean James, a young man who genuinely wants to understand Shirin. Their coming together terrifies her, as it appears they hail from seemingly irreconcilable worlds. Shirin has guarded herself for so long that she questions if she can ever lower her defenses. Reading this book was a sheer delight. It pulled me into the world of a teenage girl struggling to find her place amidst confusion and the desire to belong, all while staying true to her faith and beliefs. The author's portrayal of Shirin's inner turmoil is both raw and devoid of sarcasm, making it a poignant and beautiful experience. Shirin's relationships with the people in her life resonated deeply with me. Her dynamic with her brother, Navid, captures the essence of sibling love, replete with arguments and complaints. Her feelings for her parents beautifully depict the intricate blend of adoration and the fear of being misunderstood. And then, there's Ocean, a person she cares for deeply but struggles to openly express her affections. This book is a quick yet emotionally impactful read. The author adeptly captures the multifaceted experiences of Shirin, crafting a story that is simultaneously heart-wrenching and beautiful. I wholeheartedly recommend this book to those in search of a compelling narrative that delves into the intricate emotions of a teenager's journey.
Favorite lines from the book:
If the decision you’ve made has brought you closer to humanity, then you’ve done the right thing.
Be honest. Remember, honesty is everything. Without it, we can never move forward. We can never have productive discussions. So be honest.
"Ocean, azizam,” she said, “please tell Shirin she should stop swearing so much. It’s always asshole this, bullshit that. I say to her, Shirin joon, why are you so obsessed with shit? Why everything is shit?"
I was required by law and the wooden spoon my mom liked to whoop my ass with to show up [at school ]every day, so I did.
Different women felt comfortable in different outfits. They were all beautiful.
My parents loved us but I wasn't always sure they liked us.